Mumentum post before CyberMummy and I feel that there have been some big changes over the past few weeks since linking up with these lovely ladies.
This week I am sharing with you what I feel I have realised about myself so far.
It's all in my head.
I know exactly what I need to do to lose my mum tum (admittedly, I had mine pre JC so I can't blame him!) but I can't do it because my head is all over the place.
I can't be consistent and stick to anything long term. I am all about the latest fad. This doesn't just apply to dieting it applies to my whole existence. It's not just the food and activity that need to change, it's me.
I am on a bit of a journey at the moment because I am working on figuring out who I am and who I want to be.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not all bad. I have some great attributes and I don't want to change everything about myself. I just want to become a person who is calm, positive, healthy, with secure self esteem, confident, full of life and well rounded.
Before, I always focused on what I didn't want to be and if I looked towards my target it was always just size related but it is so much more than that.I am going to be my own Guru and I have a few ideas about how to set about altering my life and achieving the positive changes I so desperately want to achieve. I might share those next week because I am still thinking them through. I am feeling genuine excitement at the prospect!